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I'd definitely pick my favorite show Charmed. But I want Prue to be in it and not Paige. Oh I just miss seeing the sisters together again, even if I'm already watching the DVDs everyday. It's cool to have them back with a fresh start. I hope it will start by bringing Prue back to life and I wish it would have  very wonderful finale, and I hope she'll close the doors again using her power.

An answer occurred to me at once upon reading this question. Of course I would like to be Prue Halliwell from Charmed. I have loved Shannen Doherty because of her role as Prue. She was really great. She was the strongest of the Charmed Ones, most protective, knows what she wants to do with her life, and the prettiest for me as well. I don't know what I saw in her, but out of all my favorite characters, I loved her the best. She has this strong personality that can catch anyone's attention. Not to mention her cool powers of telekinesis and astral projection. She was really inspiring. If I had powers like those, I would also use them for good like what she did. Of course there will be some personal gain, hehe, but still I'm going to help others. Prue Halliwell rocks. She's my ultimate idol.

I never had second thoughts upon reading the question. I would have a dinner with my favorite actress Shannen Doherty of course. I want it to be at any place which has a KTV. I just want the dinner to be fun, and not formal, just like friends going out together. I really love to sing, and I know that she can also sing, and I want us to sing together, and drink a little. I'll tell her that she's my idol, and I'll show her my Charmed collection, to make her see that I'm her number one fan. =)

Whoa this is a very difficult question. When I was young I was never afraid to die. In fact I wanted to die young so I won't experience a lot of problems. But when I grew up I realized that I wasn't really ready for it, that I'm still a complete nobody right now, and this is the thing I'm afraid most- dying. I feel like I haven't brought out the best in me yet, but just to answer this question, maybe the best thing I've done was to take care and love my friends, especially my best friend. The two of us had a lot in common, and she's the only one I could share my dreams with. She's a dreamer like me, and someday we want to be on top. That's the reason we're afraid of dying, cause we still have a lot of things to do.

When it comes to falling for a friend, I think I'm cursed. My first love was in 3rd year high. He was really close to me and showed me that he really cared. I was young then and stupid. He always sat beside me in class, and he comes to my house so I can help him with the lessons. I even answered his test paper one time. Imagine that I was answering two papers during a quiz. Then my close friend told me she still loves him( they were linked before). I was really hurt, but I don't think a man is a good reason to fight over with, so I let go. Besides, I realized later he didn't really like me, maybe he knew I liked him and he took advantage of it to use my brains.

Then in 4thyear high, I forgot the first one because of this second one. He was also a friend, but I'm just a friend to him. And same story, another friend of mine loved the man also.

In 2ndyear college, it happened again. His name's Michael. This man was really special to me. We were really really close. He had a girlfriend and she was my schoolmate in high school. I never thought I would fall for him, but I did. And this was the greatest heartache of my life I think. This was the time that I became so weak. I was always weak, but this time's different. I devastated, was always trying to get tipsy, and I cried for how many times each day. But with my bestfriend's advise, I let go and swore to myself that I'll never cry again. Then when Mike and her gf broke up, he courted me and admitted that he loved me even before. I was skeptical because I thought maybe somehow he knew about my feelings, and I'm scared of getting used. But because of the advises of the people close to us, I allowed him to court me. But then I had a crush with another friend, who happens to be the ex of my very best friend. Imagine how complicated that was. I rejected Michael because of a number of reasons. First, I wasn't allowed to have a boyfriend yet. Second, his ex trusted me, she even texted me whenever they had a fight, and I didn't want it to look like I stole him. And third, I didn't feel like my love for him was that strong as before, maybe because I became really hard after getting hurt. No one can't blame me. I have suffered a lot keeping my feelings to myself, trying to smile despite the pain of not being loved back. Right now he still text me sometimes, and I know he really loves me still, even my friends tell me that he still does. But what's the use of that love if he couldn't fight for me right? He reunited with his ex, and he hadn't proven to me that he loves me. They say he's scared but I don't give a damn. I'm also careful and I don't want to get hurt by the same person again. Besides, my love for him's not that strong anymore. He's still special to me, but I guess it's just because of the friendship we had.

Right now, I still have feelings for my bestfriend's ex, but I don't want to entertain it. First, because he'll never like me, and second, even if he did, (which is impossible), I don't want to be involved with any of my friends' past. It just doesn't look good. I made a poem for him just recently, but with it I buried all the emotions I still have and I'm now moving on. Even if I do like him, I wasn't like the girl before who always cried when heartbroken. I just laughed at it, and I swore that I'll never fall in love again.

Now tell me, I'm cursed right? =)

    I'm really really tired. Not just now, but everyday. Before I really hated our duty days in hospitals, but now I feel like it's better to go on duty than have a lecture in school. I wake up at around 5am, to have a class at 7, then your class will last up to 5pm or 5:30 and I would reach home at around 6:30 or 7pm. Add to that the everyday assignments, quizzes, and we're already working on our thesis. We have a 2-week rotation. Two weeks in the hospital, and two-weeks at school. And I have class until Saturday. I want to breakdown already. My eyebags are getting bigger and darker. I don't even have time to study my lessons. When I go home I just eat my dinner, take a shower, watch TV to rest my mind and then go to sleep, still I feel so exhausted. I'd rather sleep very late at night. I can tolerate sleeping at around 2am or onwards, what I can't handle is getting up very early. Waking up earlier than 7am really gives me a headache. Even if I sleep very early at night, I still get weak when I wake up early. Because of this I get to sleep in the bus, in the class room, and during our break time. Just this lunch break I slept about 45 mins. in the dorm. Luckily my classmate woke me up, or else I missed the class. Being a student really is the hardest thing.

When I first read it I thought I would choose the power to be invisible cause I can think of a lot of use with this power, but I think it's quite ironic as I've already been invisible almost my entire life. =( So maybe I'll just choose the power to teleport anywhere. It's more convenient. I mean when invisible you could go to a certain place without being noticed, but teleporting is almost as same as that. Also there's no limitation to where I can go. I can go to America, my dream land, Paris, other European countries, etc. etc. It's also convenient when someone's running after you, or you got into an accident, you can transport yourself or someone to the hospital of your choice. =) I could also rob a bank and then teleport at once to my house. Just kidding. =p It's a really cool power. I could imagine things that I could do with it.

Assuming that I would be able to survive and live there permanently (in case there's presence of food and water, gravity, breathable air, or a mall out there), I think I want to be sent to Saturn because the rings have intrigued me eversince I was young. I'm going to bring lots of pens and papers to continue writing, my precious charmed collection and a dvd player(to watch my charmed dvd's of course), my korean dvd's as I really love korean dramas, and maybe cigarettes and cards just to ease my boredom. If I could bring a person, I'll also bring my bestfriend to share this hell with her. Lol.